First Time

People say there's always a first time for everything...

And my first time was tonight when I finally said it. Not to say that I am not afraid. Hope this is a correct decision. I am so afraid of everything! I am afraid to enter a new thing I don't know before... afraid of doing my classic mistakes again, and it's because of me cannot keep the words any longer. Hope none of us regret it the next day .. hehe..

I trust nothing but only my feeling and all the butterflies in my stomach. Really hope that 16 nov 2004 will be a better start for everything ahead.